is unconveyed a word? well im just going to use it as I want ahahaha
first of all, I'm easily hurt by my own actions and words
It's often happens when I said unthoughtful words on the spur of the moment to other people which might hurt them
like "ANAK AKAK, AKAK LA JAGA"
AHH WHY I SAID THAT WHY
and I'm going to be moody for the day
I know it's my fault in the first place, my sister did nothing wrong,
she just want to watch the tv in suddenly her baby goes "UWEK" something like that
then she "ADIK KASI BOTOL SUSU DEKAT DIA JAP"
and there goes my words like I've mentioned above
WHY I SAID THAT
did it hurt her?
and I don't even apologize because I'm so ashamed
THIS KIND OF THINGS OFTEN HAPPENS
I'm sorry everyone
idk how to express, convey my feelings to the people I love
I really love them, but idk how to convey it in words
because I'm sooo 'not-honest'
YES IM A BAD DAUGHTER but I rarely said it to my mom and day "Happy Father's Day or Happy Mother's Day" cause that is not so me at all. i dont want to see their reaction. things might go awkward after I said that maybe
but deep inside I WANT TO WISH TO THEM LIKE OTHER PEOPLE NORMALLY DO
BUT I CANT
IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME
WHY IS IT HARD FOR ME TO SAY IT
WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR ME TO BE HONEST WITH MY FEELINGS
THINGS DIDNT GO LIKE I WANT BECAUSE IM NOT HONEST WITH MY FEELINGS
AND YET I DIDNT EVEN WANT TO TRY TO CHANGE IT
HOW PATHETIC I AM
TO ALL PEOPLE THAT KNOW ME, IM SORRY FOR NOT BEING HONEST, THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME, STAY BESIDE ME, I REALLY LOVE YOU GUYS
IM SORRY IF I EVER HURT ANYONE