In the end, I'm all alone. Pathetic huh. I really hate it the way I am, whether in present or in past. I don't know what I'm supposed to do to face upon the world right now. Should I stay quiet waiting for some so called 'miracle' to happen or stand up and face the world? I don't know either. But they way I am right now, maybe stay quiet is more preferable. I'm so tired .... tired with how the world act towards me ... or maybe I'm just tired with the way I am .. yeah that's right. I really want people to notice my presence, notice my existance, ... notice me. But, I'm so lazy to change .. to make they notice me. Such a freaking lazy creature I am. I don't have the looks and good communication skills to gain people's attention. I just have 'me'. In the end, I'm all alone ... no one going to hear me after all, no one going to look at me. Gazing at the clock, 'tick tock tick tock' wondering when the time will stop. 'Time never waits'.